Whenever I allow myself to have fun with people and get myself out there, which is really hard for me to do, I always end up also allowing myself to eat too much. Or skip the gym. Or eat late at night. I think it may be why it’s so hard for me to accept hanging out with people..cause I know it will derail me.

I woke up feeling somewhat skinny but I didn’t go to the gym yesterday as planned which made me feel so lazy and bad all day. So today I’ll make up for it and go even longer, work even harder.

Started the day with a breakfast of fruits and pineapple cottage cheese (100 calories per 1/2 cup). I don’t count fruits/veg when counting calories because they are so low in fats and so easy to burn off.

After the gym I will go to work to pick up tips, talk to my boss about some options, then maybe do more shopping for Christmas decorating. This should be enough to keep me away from food for a while.

Getting back on track after a couple months of falling behind fucking sucks.